Him.

He came into my life as nothing more than a goofy kid in my 7th hour leadership class my sophomore year. Now here we are saying goodbye one last time as we both part ways. Him on his big adventure to Ohio and me on my senior year. Being away from him for most of this summer has been a hell of a lot harder than i imagined. He has helped me out more than i can ever say. And the impact he has had on my life is irreversible i can honestly only hope to find someone as amazing as him to spend the rest of my life with. I just wish i could show him how much he means to me.

You.

You suck. And I hate you. I want to punch you in the face. Do you not think I’m worth it enough to get a reason to stop liking me all of a sudden?! Because I damn well do. And you’re a douche. GO EFF YOURSELF.

Liking someone is a risky business

I hate how liking someone is such a risk. It can either turn out extremely well and you find your Prince Charming or it ends in heartbreak and Nicholas sparks movie marathons. There is no in between. Love is such a risky business. But I guess it’s worth it in the end because if you never try it out you will never know what could’ve been. I guess I’ll just see how it plays out and when it probably ends I’ll just be one heartbreak closer to finding my one true love:)

MT

M you are my inspiration.
When I met you I wasn’t in a very good place and when we started talking I felt like for once I belonged, like I had finally found a place where I could just be who I was and not hide anything. Before I met you I felt like no matter what is never be good enough for anyone no matter how hard I tried no matter how hard I worked I was never good enough. Wether it was starting in soccer or Jacob or not making varsity in basketball or just never feeling like I was pretty enough for guys to like me. You knew all this about me and you still could look at me as if I wasn’t this sad depressed self esteem less little girl. When you looked at me I could feel the caring nature that you have about you. No one had ever made me feel like that before. There is no doubt in my mind that meeting you was not by chance. You changed me for the better. You. Everything about you. Your crooked smile, your pink Mohawk, those big brown eyes with eyelashes that melt me every time you blink. You inspired me to believe in myself. Which was something I had been missing for a very long time.